Monday, June 01, 2009,
I really love to dance .But this passion inside of me is being smeared .Insults are often being hurled at me .I'm don't do it just cause I wanna exercise .I wanna dance and perform like everyone else .I haven't found it yet , why am I not given a chance ?Why am I always the only one that's being put down .I tried over the months to do better .You didn't say anything and I was fine with it .Though I didn't get better , at least i didn't get worse .But today , it was a major blow for me .I'm not a good dancer , and I'm often being compared .
Who likes to be compared with someone better ?
I'm sure nobody likes that feeling .
Also , crying won't solve everything .I tried so hard to open my eyes and put style .
I ended up being ignored for almost the whole lesson .
I'm holding on to both ends of a broken string .Let go and give up or persevere and continue .I'm not gonna give up this passion so easily .Just cause I haven't found the style .
READ THIS .
I'M NOT GONNA FREAKING GIVE UP .
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Happy Birthday Teresa .
Save me from this road I'm on,
11:11 PM