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Sunday, August 31, 2008,

Today's sermon by Pastor Tan Ye Peng ..

Life And Light
Light means wisdom , insight , illumination . John 1:1-4
God Created man with a spirit . Genesis 5:1-2
God is there right from the start . He existed right from the beginning .
To be god , you must be almighty .


Roles VS Purpose .
god created men with a purpose .
1. God is a God of purpose
He does things with a reason . It is intentional . Nothing can stop him from doing it .

2. The purpose of a thing is in the mind of the maker .

3.The purpose of a thing determines its potential .

4.The potential of a thing reveals its purpose .

5.If a purpose is not known , Abuse is inevitable .

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God looks at the earth and gives a purpose to the earth .
God wanted man to be the foundation of the world . Man has the potential to shoulder the burden , family responsibility and leadership .

1 corinthians 3:11
Jesus is the foundation of the church .

Genesis 2


5 Things
1. Adam was put in a garden .
Connected to God's presence .

2.Adam was given instructions .
Communicate and teach

3.Adam was given work to tend
Cultivate and release the potential of the earth .

4.Adam was given a garden to keep .

5.Adam was given the task to name the animals .

Adam was the first man created .
When adam ate the fruit , he failed to do all the things god asked him to do .
So God gave his only son . Jesus !
Second man -> Jesus -> always communicating with God , teacher , cultivate and release potentials of his disciples , protect the people , took leadership and ownership over all humans .

Genesis 3:4 , 2:17
death = a loss of life .
Life in God diminishes , light also goes down .
Because Jesus died on the cross , the holy spirit is poured out on all flesh .
Whoever believes in Jesus can be reconnected back to God
and the life of God can flow in him again .

So what are you waiting for ? (:

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Here's a prayer for Belle Koh :D

Dear Lord ,
I wanna pray for Belle .
You know that she is having her ballet exams tomorrow .
And that she has been working hard for the past few months for tomorrow .
I pray that your presence will be with her , every step that she makes .
I pray that her examiner will be lenient and give her high marks .
Lord , i believe all things are possible .
So in jesus name , may your presence fill her mind and body .
That she will be prepared for the exam knowing that she has you by her side .
In jesus name . Amen .

Jia You Belle ! :D


Save me from this road I'm on,
9:46 PM


Friday, August 29, 2008,

Gahhh ! Almost died of embarrassment today !
Thanks Mel and Jing Yi for making me blush until so much -.-
After school , i went out with sook yi .
Went to bugis ! I finally bought my shirt ! hah !
Gonna wear it to the zoo on Thursday !
After that we hopped to orchard
cause we wanted to go Far east .
But there wasn't anything .
So we took 518 home . Both of us slept on the bus !
Like i don't know how long later i alighted the bus
and said bye bye to sook yi .
What a great day (:


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6:11 PM


Thursday, August 28, 2008,

'FAITH is the word
gossiping is not me
i dont hate
i dont love
i trust and believe
hate me;it's alright
it none of my concern
cos;i dont gib a damn
FRIENDSHIP is like a river,
will cut a new path,
wheneva it meets an obsatcle,
it might end with just abye
or carry on
will be the trust and faith dat bring it on.'

I'm quoting from someone's blog . Its not an honourable thing to see your post down here .
I really don't understand lo . At your profile you put this whole chunk there . Okay when people see it they understand . They will think that you're a believer or something . But when they see your post i think they're WRONG .
They see so many vulgarities there . Words like fuck , and criticism about others . My as well dont put that chunk of Faith thingy there .
And at your blog , you keep putting things like why you all keep gossipping , and things like i believe you all will be like before . God will help you all .
Yeah ! i know he's helping me . He's putting me through all these to tell me that life is not always smooth sailing . But i think you're like one of the people who starts the gossip yet you tell me god will help me . Isn't that a little redundant ? Forget it . As if you will understand .


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8:39 PM


Tuesday, August 26, 2008,

Gahhh ! So many things happened today lor .
Jing Yi so poor thing but i got no comments about it .
Haix . Me and Jing Yi already found where we belong
So we wont be a hindrance to you guys anymore
even though we can't be the best of friends
I hope we're still friends . so yeah (:


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10:01 PM


Monday, August 25, 2008,

Wooooooooooooooooooooooo ~
loads of things happened on Saturday and Sunday (:
Now to backtrack a little ..


Saturday ! :D
I prayed hard the night before
hoping that my mother would allow me to go
to Jasmine's house to bake cupcakes for pastor's birthday on Sunday .
When i asked her on saturday morning , She agreed :D thank god ! (:

After that i went for choir class . It ended around 3.30
then i rushed home to bathe and eat . I waited for my father .
But he told me he wasnt going to church . I was furious !
It was about 4.15 ! I quickly changed and grabbed my things .
I dashed out of the house thinking of whether to take bus or the MRT .
I took 28 , the bus took a long time to come and
by the time i reached paya lebar it was around 5 .
Service had already started ! Adding on to my frustrations
was the rain that poured down endlessly . While rushing to church
I slipped and fell x_x . But i did not react much to it . I just stood up
and continued walking to church at a super fast speed ( maybe thats how i fell -.- ) .

When i got there , Zhi lin was already waiting for me at the recep
then i told her about how i fell and she couldn't stop laughing ! :(
haha . After service , we rushed down to buy groceries
then headed to Jasmine's house .

After making cupcakes for an ultra long time
my brother and I headed home at about 1am .
I hit the bed at about 1.30am heeee .


Sunday ! :D
Happy birthday to Pei Jun and Pastor How ! (:
After service was pastor's birthday celebration !
Some of the church members put up a play for pastor
and i tell you .. It was hilarious !

GXT made a new production , it was ultra funny !
Then the commander of the 'army guys' anyhow say the command
then in his attempt to ' anyhow say the command ' , i heard marikita
hahahah ! super funny

Today ! :D

Nothing much in school
did 2 computer surveys today
waste of time . If not mei qi could have came over to my house .

byeeee



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5:18 PM


Saturday, August 23, 2008,

1) The first person who tagged/ pass you is?
: Atiqah
2) Your relationship with him/her?
: Friends , tablemate -.-
3) Your five impressions of her?
: Fainty (haha) , laugh alot , loud ,chatty , fierce ? ><
4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
: i donno ><
5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
: Venus , if i do not wake up in ten minutes , tell teacher .
6) If he/she become your lover, you will?
: erm shes not les im not les . so yeah .
7) If he/she become your lover, thing he/she have to improve on will be?
: i said we're not les .
8) If he/she become your enemy, you will?
: I dont think it will ever happen
9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
: this quiz cannot understand english .
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
: Become closer ? -.-
11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
: Miss Fainty .
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
: I donno . ask them . some like me some hate me .
13) The characters you love of yourself are?
: erm . i donno .
14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
: emotional , and hot-tempered .
15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
: me .
16) For people that care and like you, say something to them?
Thanks for everything ? -.-
17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
one: Fiona
two: Mu Ying
three: Jasmine
four: Zhi Lin
five: Jing Fen
six: Cheri
seven: Yvonne
eight: Jean
nine: Jeannie
ten: Teresa

18) Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
: nobody ? :D
19) Is no.9 a male or female?
: Female
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
: hahahaha . i dont know
21) What is no.2 studying about?
I dont know =x
22) When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
: this morning
23) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
:donno
24) Does no.1 have any siblings?
:i dont know . dont think so
25) Will you woo no.3?
no -.- we're not lesbians .
26) How about no.7?
no she's just a close friend .
27) Is no.4 single?
yea .
28) What is the surname of no.5?
i donno leh =x
29) What's the hobby of no.10?
laughing (:
30) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?they dont know each other .
31) Where is no.2 studying at?
donno xD
32) Talk something casually about no.1?
She's loyal (:
33) Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
no -.- we're not les .
34) Where does no.9 live at?
pasir ris .
35) What colour does no.4 like?
donno .
36) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they dont know each other .
37) Does no.1 have any pets?
i dont think so .
38) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahaha . no comments :D
39) What is no.6 doing now?
how would i know .

DONE !


Save me from this road I'm on,
1:12 PM


Friday, August 22, 2008,

Why is everybody trying to control me ?
What's wrong with them ?
I DONT NEED PEOPLE TO CONTROL ME
I CONTROL MY OWN LIFE
I DONT NEED PEOPLE THE LOCK ME UP IN A CAGE
IM ALREADY OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
LEAVE ME ALONE !
EVEN MY BROTHER IS DOING IT !

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I was damn pissed last night / this morning .
Don't wanna talk about it .
damn pissed off .
couldn't stop crying in my bedroom .
You guys happy now ?



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11:34 PM


Sunday, August 17, 2008,

*EDITED

MY BROTHER CUT HIS THINNNNNNN HAIR .

and he became . more bald , more colourful ? -.- and nicer :D
Yes you guessed it ! He highlighted his hair . CHESTNUT BROWN
I got a picture of him . hahahahah

When i showed him this picture , he said .
' Eh how come never take me ? take my hair only . '
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA SO BHB RIGHT ? =x
oops .! Yeah and I got no idea what my mother's doing at the back .
Hahahaha my brother dont wanna bathe .
cause he donno how to spike his hair .
so next time when you see him , his hair wont be this nice (:
nothing much . I had carls Junior for dinner .
The serving is HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
It's like a miracle i can finish the whole thing , which i did (:
And my uncle bought alot of things for me from HK (:
xiexie lo !
That's all see you people around !


Save me from this road I'm on,
9:24 PM



Here's today's sermon . as promised ! :D

The Beginnings of Leadership

Self-leadership is the greatest leadership.

Proverbs 16:32
' Better a patient man than a warrior ,a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city . '

You and I are three part beings . We have a body , Spirit and a Soul .
Our spirit and soul goes to heaven ; but our body decomposes .
Our spirit and soul get a new body in heaven .
Animals do not have a spirit [ that's why they are not capable of worshipping . ]

The spirit and Flesh are always at war .
The Spirit always wants to worship God .
The Flesh always wants to enjoy life .
If you are not a Christian ,
there is no war between the Spirit and the Flesh .

Because your Spirit is dead ,
Your spirit doesn't want to worship .

Your soul will cast the last deciding vote . Your Soul is very important .
YOUR SOUL HAS THREE PARTS !
1. Emotions
2.Mind / Intellect
3.Will

self-leadership is leadership over your emotions , mind and will !

3 points to note :

1. you got to take leadership over your emotions .
-We do not need to be ruled or dictated by our emotions
Philippians 4:4
'Rejoice in the Lord always ,
again I say Rejoice . '
In the most desperate of time , REJOICE !
Joy is the fruit of the spirit .
Happiness depends on the circumstances .
It has to do with people around you , or things happening around you
Joy on the other hand has to do with the spirit and with emotions .
Take leadership over your emotions .
Life is like a roller coaster, take control of your emotions .
You must not leave your emotions with your friends
people or random things in your life .

SO..
TAKE LEADERSHIP OF YOUR EMOTIONS !
Habakkuk 6:17-18
' Yet i will rejoice
the joy is the God of my Salvation . '
2) take leadership over your mind
Our mind has many noises of noises of self-doubt , stress or many other things
It takes no effort to be negative
Negative thoughts easily HIJACK OUR FOCUS

Being positive makes you different

if you want to grow weeds in your garden , do nothing with the garden .
If you want to grow PLANTS , it takes effort .


You want to set your mind on positive thing.
Bringing every thought into captivity and
bring it into the obedience of Jesus Christ .

Don't entertain negative thoughts , catch it and put it into captivity
You are in control of your mind . so Stop the negative stuff .
God has given us a mind to be in control of .
colossians 3:2
' Set your minds on things above , not things on the earth . '
We have the power to take leadership and erase negative thoughts .
God's frequency is always Faith .
Dwell on the things of God ;
His thoughts are always higher than our thoughts .

Change the way you think !
Sometimes or mind gets hijacked by the people around us .
your mind is often preoccupied by people's thoughts around us .
God has given us the power to take emotion of our mind .
Your mind gravitates to negative
9 people can say you are good but when 1 person
says you are bad , your attention draws to that 1 person
and you get distracted by it .


SO !

If you can set your mind on God and progress ,

You can go on in life !

So what are you waiting for ?

Don't keep God waiting ! (:



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12:52 AM


Saturday, August 16, 2008,

YAY ~
My parents want to go to church ! Its really a miracle .
God's Moving ! And i really thank him for that .

Hope my friends will start coming sooooon (:



be back with more crap
( after church >< )

and of course the sermon ! (:



Gahhhhhhhh Stop your childishness



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3:41 PM


Sunday, August 10, 2008,

Today's combined CG was great !(:
I really felt the presence of God ! Today's Sermon was the same as yesterday's but i really learnt more from it . I also gained more knowledge from God's word . I'm so tempted to share it with you guys . So here it is ! (:

9Th and 10Th August 2008

1) Having a mind of Christ
2) Having a god consciousness
There are two types of Atheist . Philosophical Atheist and Practical Atheist .
Philosophical Atheist
A person who theoretically does not believe th
e existence of God .
Practical Atheist

A person who believes that there i
s a God , But live their life's as if there is no God .

Many Christians are a Practical Atheist . They go to church on Sundays and worship him and everything . But From Monday to Saturday . They live their life's as if there is no God . They do not do quiet time and pray to God .

Radio Frequency
The holy Spirit is LIKE a radio frequency .
We may not see the holy spirit but we know that he is there .
Only when we turn on the holy receiver , then we
can hear the voice of God .
God is always broadcasting the same message .
Right now there is music in the air . You have to have a spiritual receiver and
it must always be turned on . God is always speaking so we have to be tuned in .
If you are tuned in to the right frequency , god will speak to you .

1)Radio Receiver not on
Cannot understand spiritual things . Not saved , Not a christian .
Radio is not turned on , Not able to hear what god says .
Is the presence of God strong in this church ? Spiritually no idea .
No spiritual capacity .
1 Corinthians 2:14

2)Radio receiver on but tuned to the wrong channel
Frequencies are tuned to the world . ( selfishness , Everything about me ,me and me )
You need to renew your mind .
The world says : you got to be selfish ; if you want to be rich , you have to get !
The bible says : if you want to be rich , you have to give (: !

It is completely opposite !
Give all your time and life to God when you are young . Do not waste time on things like BGRs .
Are you on God's frequency ? You must have right value systems .
Colossians 2:8

3)Your radio receiver is on but not tuned in
Being led by the holy spirit . Your receivers must be on 24/7 !
1 Thessalonians 5:17 says :' Pray without ceasing . '
We must have a god consciousness . be tuned in all the time , anytime the holy spirit is talking , you catch it . Your radio station is on ; be spiritual !

4)Your receivers are on but not tuned in precisely
You only get some of what god says . We get frustrated with God because we do not totally get what he says . We are slightly off the frequency ; so we feels god's presence a little bit here , a little bit there sort of feeling . and we get irritated with God .

5)Your receivers are tuned in PERFECTLY !
You hear everything !
What is God's frequency ?
PHILIPPIANS 4:8 !!
Fill your mind with whatever that is true , heroic , virtue , noble , pure and lovely .
The moment your life is negative , you are on the wrong frequency .
You have to speak the same language as God .

God's Frequency
Faith . purity . hope . generosity . holiness . thanksgiving . love . loyalty .
You have a choice whether you want to stay in this frequency .
If you think negatively , After awhile , you will drift away .
You are tuning away from God's frequency .
You will catch another frequency that is off God's frequency .
Selfishness comes into our lives .
Forgiveness is not a feeling , It's a decision .
You will never automatically tune in to God's frequency , you have to make a decision .
You need to move over to a frequency of God . Fill your mind with pure thoughts .
Many people fill their mind with bad reports . Don't be like them . Fill your mind with good reports ! All things are possible !
When you allow things to be in your life , it is allowing your frequency to re tune =( !
Remember , God is always at Philippians 4:4-9 FM ! He is waiting with outstretched arms .!


Save me from this road I'm on,
10:38 PM


Sunday, August 03, 2008,


Im going to miss Parachute Band and FOP ):
I really enjoyed myself the last two days .
Cannot wait for FOP ' oh nine :D
Next time must get better seats .
Today we got seats quite to the side .
So some of the songs i dont know de ,
must bend over to see the lyrics on the screen
and today was a FULL HOUSE !
They even had to open the seats
that were facing the back of the stage
cause there were like so many people ! :D
Oh anyway coincidentally , i saw Fiona and her people (:
today's light were WOW-er , Sermon was WOW-er
People were WOW-er . basically
everything is WOW-er than yesterday (:
Very sad that i cannot go for FOP tomorrow
cause Monday got school ): Sooooo SADDDDDDDD
I GOT PARACHUTE BAND'S AUTOGRAPH !
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~
Omega is the best (: I love his hoarse voice !
hahahahahaha i shall scan the autographed CD cover
Here it is and some other picutres i snapped before FOP .



Full House !

Parachute Band

Lights! :D
Lights !

Parachute Band's Signatures !

Hillsong's Newest Album !
FOP's Brochure




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12:40 AM


Saturday, August 02, 2008,

For those people who missed FOP ..
TOO BAD !
cause you missed a whole load of fun
excitement and craziness for God :D
I really enjoyed myself today and i really thank God
that he helped me to get well Cause i felt sick right after school
and i was quite scared as i might not be able to attend FOP .
But good answered my prayer . YAY !
PARACHUTE BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !
they rock like crazy luh ! their songs uh .WOW man .
It's just phenomenal . And the lights uh . WOW also -.-
I guess thats all i can say . WOW .
The sermon also . WOW . hahahaha
For those people who missed it uh . Really .
Too bad man . You missed out on a great day .
Very tired le . Lazy to post Good Night :D


Here's the lyrics for ' I Belong to you ' By PARACHUTE BANDDDDD

Verse 1 :
You light my way ; everyday
you help me see ; what i can be
i cry to you . my spirit song .
come use my life ; for you alone

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you ; i belong to you

Verse 2 :
i hear your voice ; it leads me on
into your arms ; where i belong
i cry to you ; my spirit song
come use my life ; for you alone

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you

Bridge :
* i know you're everything
you're all i ever need
i know you're everything to me * ( x4 )

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you
yes i belong to you
yes i belong to you
i belong to you

I typed everything out myself okay ! im so exhausted now -.-


Save me from this road I'm on,
12:19 AM