Saturday, September 06, 2008,
I have let you down all the years of my life .
Since the day i was born , you had already planned everything for me .
The path i had to walk .When i was a kid
i often made mistakes , i asked myself . Why ?
Was it because you couldn't be bothered to answer my prayers ?
Slowly , I learnt that it was because
i didn't put in enough effort and did things halfway
With the mindset that i should put in more effort in the things that I do
Sadly , i still did not do well in things that i wanted to do well in .
I was often doing wrong things and letting you down .
I often imagine that i have two sides of my mind .
One telling me the right thing to do , the other is like the devil
Telling me to do the opposite of what you want .
But you never gave up on me .
You're always pressing on . Your love for all of us is
really everlasting and the same tomorrow , today and yesterday .
When i was praying , this phrase came up in my mind .
' Let your will be done ' .
I thought about it for awhile . Yes . Let YOUR will be done .
i wanna do things that go according to your will .
because i know its for the good of me .
i love you , God .
Save me from this road I'm on,
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